Friday, November 24, 2006

It's been awhile since I posted. Go to keep my promise of updating often, especially since she told me to blog more often..ahaa

Such a long time has passed from my last entry, I don't know where to begin. Well..maybe with my arcade accomplishments? Haha. I can finally spend 1 credit and pass all 4 songs without auto-bass! What an accomplishment. The extreme songs I can pass are Monster Tree, Right On Time (yay!), Sukanranbo, Sobakasu, and Libra. I can pass some other songs on advance too, but I want to work on the extreme grade.

School work..right. Cleared most of the "visible" work. now I need to go online and dig out any "invisible" work that needs to be done. Stuffs that lecturers know is important, but only mentioned once. Pffft. I don't want mysterious work to pile up on me before December as the dateline is roughly around there, I got plans too!!

Oh..speaking of December. *Ahem*

My CCA in Ngee Ann, Song Composing Club (SCC), is holding its annual concert. This year, the title of the concert is: 'KaleidoSound IV' with the theme: 'Joy De La Musique'. You will not hear any of your favourite songs like Tong Hua, Superwoman, etc... Instead, SCC will be performing original songs! Lyrics, melodies and arrangement are all created ourselves and there will be different genres performed like Rock, Pop and more! Also, there will be a performance by a mystery guest from Project Superstar top 24! Don't miss out!

What: KaleidoSound IV: Joy De La Musique
Venue: Ngee Ann Polytechnic, Convention Center.
Time: 19:00 - 22/23:00
Date: 30th December
Ticket Price: $6

If any of you are interested to attend this concert, do let me know about it. Trust me, it's going to worth the time and the $6 that you paid.

I have been having weird dreams this week. Mind you, what I am going to type out are dreams and only DREAMS. Not some lewt fantasy I came up with.

On the night of Sunday, I dreamt that I was with someone close. Because it was four days ago, I have forgotten the details. I just know that I am, or will be, with someone close to me.

On the night of Monday, I dreamt that I was in a room. The setting was very similar to SCC clubhouse. There was this girl sitting on the couch doing something, I was standing behind her. She then turned her head upwards and looked up me. I then bent over and kissed her, but we quickly drew back, as if we didn't want anyone to know.

On the night of Tuesday, I dreamt that I went to some carnival or amusement center. I met this girl just beyond the entrance. We went out seperate ways at first, but after I walked around and came back to the entrance, I met her again. I grabbed her hand and we ran. To where, I do not know. We just ran and ran and ran.

On the night of Wednesday, I dreamt that I was with this girl, and either her or me had done something illegal, so we were both running from the law together. This was the weirdest of all the dreams this week.

On the night of Thursday, I dreamt that I was in a forbidden relationship with a girl. We were together, but we couldn't let the girl's parents find out. This sort of corresponds with the dream on Sunday night.

Wonder what tonight brings. I know that dreams aren't real, that they are just a figment of our imagination. But aren't dreams and imagination basis of reality? What our imagine has stored, don't they come from the real world too? To create imaginary, we do need to base it on reality too. So are dreams a reminder of what I cannot hope to have? Or is it some sort of premonition. So many questions, none of them answered...

She messaged me today during my lesson. At first, I was very surprised that she would text to me me after so long. I thought that, she wouldn't contact me again. When I replied the first few messages, I don't know why, but I felt like crying. I almost did. I borrowed earphones from Ami and listened to some songs. Somehow, I managed to calm myself down and continued to text back and forth with her. When i casually asked about her boyfriend, she just said that they had broken up. She also told me she was sorry, but when I asked her why, she just said she felt that I was upset with her. I told her that I wasn't upset with her, but because of her. She did not ask me this but, if she had asked whether I still had feelings for her, I would have replied back a "yes" without hesitation, because I really do. In the end, I told her the address to my blog. Just like that. I never told anyone else about my blog before. The only thing I would say to them was, " You want to know my blog address? Spend some effort, work to find it.". She is the only person, I believe, who knows my blog address.

She is going over to Malaysia tomorrow, and wont be back till the 21st. Then she would be leaving for China the very next day. I really don't know what to make of this. I mean, in my mind, it registers that the messaged me the day before she is going to leave., but my brain cannot interpret the meaning of it. Hope she just takes care of herself, since China, as she said, currently is experiencing low temperatures. Remember not to take any alcohol too! You have not reach 18 yet young lady! Haha..